reptile (written on the wall)

she spread herself wide open to let the insects in
she leaves a trail of honey to show me where she's been
she has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin
seeds from a thousand others drip down from within
oh my beautiful liar
oh my precious whore
my disease my infection
I am so impure
devils speak of the ways in which she'll manifest
angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress
need to contaminate to alleviate this loneliness
I now know the depths I reach are limitless
oh my beautiful liar
oh my precious whore
my disease my infection
I am so impure



How can I become organic?
clean the entirety
know i am from an origin
not a copy
reheated
replicated
fabricated

make me holy
make me not in vain

i don't feel what others see
i don't see what others feel

recycled reused
what
is
happening
to
the
youth