no definitely

she flutters
at the difficulty
the easy breath
is a thing of the past

pull me out of it
i can't dance
around it
the covers mix
palomino

the sounds of suction
beeps of living

hands fumbled
in misdirection

the grip comes from
the left

cannot coordinate

a voice one does not recognize

only one eye
on to keep
spasm

big girl shoes
trudge through

monitor

who guilty living
while she's stuck
barely there


tomorrow is indeed
a question
a possibility

there is no definitely