elastic

my body is congested
full of pills
trying to cure my
wandering ills

giving me a high
a strange roller coaster ride
fidget
rivet
pivot

uneasy
stephi

but i am cool with everything

i wanna change
i wanna make
i wanna save the day

it plagues me

yet i am still happy

writing
confiding
lying

so how can it be wrong

how can i become more strong

when should i resist

when should i give in

all covered in chocolate cherry sin



experience breeds new words

Iris bore Eros


when will i know


when will i have control


midnight hath o me

my mind trying to
capture everything
everything

do i need a soul to squeeze

or

just comfort in the breeze

or

faith to believe

that i am good

and that this is right




the stars are always in the night

the sun is always in the sky


i must believe
in my mortality

how can i hold it all
keep it all
have it all


i am growing older

time will not save me

between thou breast
believe in me
see me
feel me
silently she

must

understand




when is satisfaction guilty

where is the line

who defines




making my own religion



the world hasn't end

i'm waiting for the

black hole sun

until then

micromanage the Rapture


Revelation on a rock



feeling ceases to stop



i am
i am
i am


because


choose to be