yet

Somedays I know what I want
or shall I say moments

Most others, I am in a blunder
pulled between 2 worlds


Let my Love spill
over the edges
into someone else's
bleeding heart

I admit
I'm not ready
to commit

How can you
fill my days,
if I don't want
to be chained.

Please stay close to me
but i can't promise
my longterm love (&devotion)
just yet

Maybe I will play
Maybe I will wait

My heart knows
I'm too young
yet

It does feel like home
but i can't settle in
just yet

The Future:
As Unknown as Ever

(it rattles my bones weak like thunder)

not ready to rest
yet
the rest would be
in unrest
anxious energy
room to dream

closer to me than
any man has ever been
&
i don't plan on
making that end

as much as it hurts
to say & see

silently she still
needs to be free

she can be tamed
just not
yet

(i get cold feet)

you can't tame
the unnamed

I know this is Great

Sometimes the soul
needs to float
before it comes
back home