moving

this is really it
the cause for claim
proof that
everything changes
no one should reach
the greatest hits
at 26
i question what i should become
or what shall become of me
it is that easy
i've been trapped in my
cloud for so long
lower me down
i want to mean something
but i can't sitting still
an expanse lies above me
i'm starting to feel alone
for the first time in my life
"learn how to lose control"
in losing myself
i just might find myself
i've sworn on the rock of change
wolf cried time and again
realizing waking up
is every chance
that matters
approach varies
and the hard hand of life
will find you
no matter if
i run deep
like the sea
tied to everything
and say all the catch phrases
to make it okay
or hear a familiar voice
to make me sane
cry away with the waning moon
my cycle shifted
once i let it free
my body choosing
when to bleed
if you just listen
you just might
if you give up the struggle
and leave warriors to fight
muster the mess
of blood
tied to love
and fear
beauty & crime
judge not
the tail of the spine
the dominant paradigm
of moving on
lasting hands in red
sounds of mysterons ago
creating the shapes
only i know
it needs not
my permission to exist
only the confirmation
of my tightened fist
dead at the ends
the middle holds the juice
and i am burning
in the deadly roost