then again

when i hear certain songs
i am laying back in your bed
cold blue sheets
bamboo blinds
the world stopped there
blind futures
everything ahead of us
so young
everything to gain
everything to lose
so warm
the light
in that niche
looking back
a sense of security
comfort, safety is there
knowing you would be there
you will be there.
this memory has a room
in me.
i can't go back there again,
can I?
how many times could
i wake up in that light?
forgive my indecision
i am only a woman
my naivety about life
attaches itself
to the past,
but i find comfort in
knowing that we
were in it together
in knowing that your heart
will always be good
that we change
but those days
in our brown eyes
will always be the same