on becoming

all the things come
all the things gone
looking for something wrong
in all that surrounds
how will i know the right
what is enough?
when is satisfied?
is there a sustainable high?
something beyond the thighs
human nature is to be hungry
eat eat eat
but i was never one
for too much meat
i always like
peeking underneath
signs on my skin
show too much
my sinking bags
the girl behind the glass
just waiting for that hall pass