the bitter ex-boyfriend's words ring true
"all your guy friends just wanna fuck you"
i've asked for yields
on my path to happiness
i can only extend
the same to you
looking out from beyond shoulder blades
not even my heart is safe
nor found
its been me all along
the one with the song
for poison
toys for joy
love for repute
love for true
love for hope
love for scorn
love for broken
love for mourn
love to be
closer
to infinity
in the ropes
of its cradle
one thinks
this is all that exists
meaning, reason, submission
satisfaction
can you blame a soul
for finding a home
if just for a while
a warm fire to rest
the ends of the world
the restless nature of
processing
our moments to let go
can one blame
even a friend
for finding solace
and distraction
in the arms of the
familiar
i only find fault
in the allegiance
to my flock
expecting devout
in the name of she
how silly
since i have
disgraced
the raw matter
with options abound
disintegration
of an everlasting projection
the intensity of a soul manifestation
how could it not be
everything
now i see
the tragedy
raised to be lowered
extensions of courage
of validation
i can only accept
what i have warranted
slighted on the dime
comfort in my own kind
forsaken the arch
of divinity march
i now know the shades
of regret
the tide of
the gutted stench
vulnerability in processing
i cut loose
the string
to see what you'd
do
gave you the air
to move
and now i see what you
choose
cock-a-doodle-doo
you are not for my roost
no man of mine
would
neither sister
would betray
in the name of
red like a snake
the reckoner of forsake
it's all for you baby
carried to the dredge
on a lorrie
we spill at will
drill baby drill
nothing is golden
in the land of adults
and no blood
binds hearts
and minds
loyalty
without a ring
everything else is game
drizzle or rain
the dark days
of a warm december
come again and again
watercolor stain
show me a little
shame
can i have reprieve
from the
bangs of deceit
i cannot share
friends and bed sheets
and keep a straight face
this amounts to everything